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I agreed to my father to visit a psychiatrist at last. I remember my last time visit to a psychiatrist was 5 years ago when I broke up with a girl in my college. That time the psychiatrist doubled the dose of the anti depression medicine that I was taking since a year. The first doctor prescribed me the anti depression tablet to the 20mg but I was taking 10mg by myself and everything was fine till the breakup. So I had to listen to the doctor as the 10mg wasn't working anymore. I had a concept about taking the medicines that I can’t stop when I want. But the concept changed today when I visited a doctor again after five years. Five years ago the Dr doubled the dose because I wasn’t taking the prescribed amount that was 20mg. Since then in five years I tried some experiments to lower the dose to check what the lowest amount I needed was. And till today I was taking 20mg for almost  2 years. The doctor I visited today asked me what was the problem and why I had been taking...

Suddenly I decided to come to Kolkata, leaving my old job behind. It's two months now and still most of the people don't know where I am. I don't know why I started disliking my everyday lifestyle in Malda where I could never imagine that I would leave Malda one day.  It all started in the month of August 2018. I lost my beloved girlfriend and my lovely dog Mojo. I was feeling like there is nothing left in Malda for me anymore.  To me kolkata is my love and Malda is my life. There was a time when I didn't take a job in a software company in Kolkata just because my 2 lady of my life was in Malda, My gf and Mojo. After getting selected for the job then I was coming back to the station to take train to Malda I realized that in kolkata there is no one, no friend no family no love. Though I got a job in a good software company as an SEO analyst that was what I always wanted. But still I felt there is something that was missing. So I chose to keep working in...

On 24th March 2019 I went to Bandel, Westbengal to take assessment on Animator for Utkarsh Bangla Project. And I was supposed to return the same day and join office. But my ticket for Gour express from Sealdah to Malda wasn't confirmed. I had no intention to travel in general boggy so I booked a room in Oriental Home at Sealdah to spend the night and return to Malda by next morning in Kanchenjunga Exp. That night one of my friends from Kolkata asked me to go to Kolkata Aquatica with them as they have planed it next day. I just thought for once about "My office next day", "Students who wanted to meet for admission in my Tutorial Center", "My client's web design project which has deadline" and "My employees who are waiting for my next instruction" etc and decided let’s forget about work and take a leave for the day.  I and my friends were supposed to meet at Bidhannagar station at 10:30 AM on 25th Monday. I was on time at Bidhannagar sta...

Dear Vanessa the curiosity bug ,                 We talked about many topics in about 15 days. Most of the topics I couldn’t give you the as deep explanation as you wanted. As you know my lifestyle has changed and I have no free time to myself. I rarely get only six hours to sleep now a day. Even in weekends I work in the same ways like other days. Thank you for your patience and understanding why I took long time to explain all of the leftover topics we had. Topic no 1: “What were you researching?”                  As you know I am also a curiosity bug like you. So whenever I hear about something knew then I start researching about it. And I go so deep that even I spend hours and days after it to feed my hunger of knowledge. Recently one of my VFX students wrote one story and script on ghost and as a team we are g...

There is something missing still in my life. I am waking up very late everyday. Reaching office late. In office I am disconnecting from my focus. What I actually want is my question. I got a beautiful job in now as I always wanted but it’s just the beginning of my career. I am so happy because I am doing my dream job. But in my job I am handling some different sections those are not part of my field. But it is increasing my knowledge though. I remember I didn’t get a beautiful job as a web designer in a beautiful company because I had no knowledge in graphics designing. So I think I must focus on graphics designing also. Now a day I am maintaining students of web design, audio video editing, rotoscopying, total VFX & Animation theory parts and so on. The owner told me to clear the examinations from the official website. He told me to clear the exam step by step from HR module then Audio/video editing and then Rotoscopy and so on. The RM is telling me to learn Nuke, illustrat...

I have been working in my blogging website blogrator.com from 2017. And my primary focus is to make money from internet (blogging, YouTube, self-publishing and freelance web designing). I do some offline works also to support my passion (i.e, make money from internet for living). I run YST Tutorial Center to support my all online activities. 2017 was a great year for me. I learnt lot of things about my passion. I also made lot of YouTube videos and got paid from YouTube 3 times in 2017. I couldn't focus on my blogging because of my final year in BCA. In 2018 I am so dedicated about my works and my full focus will be on blogging. I will also make videos for YouTube and I will publish one English Grammar book in Bengali version this year. I am already a self publisher though. My book Communication English is being sold at Amazon and Flipkart .  I have started some other YouTube channels and I have to focus on them. Here is the list of my primary YouTube channels, Ranja...