Life Vs No Life

Suddenly I decided to come to Kolkata, leaving my old job behind.

It's two months now and still most of the people don't know where I am. I don't know why I started disliking my everyday lifestyle in Malda where I could never imagine that I would leave Malda one day. 

It all started in the month of August 2018. I lost my beloved girlfriend and my lovely dog Mojo. I was feeling like there is nothing left in Malda for me anymore. 

To me kolkata is my love and Malda is my life.

There was a time when I didn't take a job in a software company in Kolkata just because my 2 lady of my life was in Malda, My gf and Mojo. After getting selected for the job then I was coming back to the station to take train to Malda I realized that in kolkata there is no one, no friend no family no love. Though I got a job in a good software company as an SEO analyst that was what I always wanted. But still I felt there is something that was missing. So I chose to keep working in Malda and stay in touch with the people I really care. I continued the old job as a soft skill cum computer trainer at Orion Edutech Pvt. Ltd in Malda.

Things started to breaking up since I decided to take job in kolkata. And suddenly I lost everything in a moment. I didn't get time to think what to do and I lost everything, everything!

I was mentally and physically broken that time. It was really hard time for me. Three and half years is really a long time. During this time I fell into a wrong relationship with a girl who was my colleague's daughter. It lasted for 2 months only!

I changed my job in November 2018. I started my job as GWDD+ (graphics, web design-development and digital marketing) trainer in a reputed company, Arena Animation at Malda.

I worked there for seven months and not a single day I went there on time. I realized I careless I became. One day I was coming back from office, walking. I was thinking what I am doing here, what I want to do with my life etc. Then there was suddenly an idea clicked in my mind.

That was if I search a job in Kolkata and take a room in rent and started running my tutorial center from Kolkata then it will be a good step.

Next day was Sunday my week off. I made plan how I should move to Kolkata and what kind of impact I will get because of my this decision.




I moved to Kolkata on Monday morning. It was 8th April 2019. I had an interview scheduled that day  in a software company at 4 PM at Salt Lake sector V. Previous day I had words with a broker who would get me a rental room in Newtown. 

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